at the library again. don't really feel like writing. i bought my plane tickets for europe. I ended up getting a different deal thank originally and it is better. A little cheaper and less connections. I am happy for that. I am leaving on the 30th instead of the 1st, so I will be arriving on the 31st. Then I will return on the 14th.
went and saw hidalgo last night. I enjoyed it. It was rather interesting to me how virtuous of a man they made made frank hopkins or whatever his name was. What I mean is. There was no sex whatsoever in the movie. They even had him turn down the sexy evil lady. I thought that was pretty cool. It is pretty bad when society has us so desensitized to things that we actually root for the person to have sex.
So anyway, nothin going on here. i am bored.

Song of the day...Mazzy Star, Halah

so after another long absence here I am again. nothing new or exciting to tell. I am here enjoying the last of stretch of four nights off and I am dreading the return to work tomorrow night. Ugh! I hate work.
On a happier note however I have definitely got something to look forward to and that is....going to France and Spain with some really great people! I am so excited. I just got my tickets today. Well at least I booked the flight. I kind of got a dumb deal, I have a lot of transfers, but it was the best that I could get now.
Nothing else exciting in my life. I keep going back and forth in my head as to whether i am content or discontent with not having a guy in my life. I think that I try to convince myself of being content but I am really not. And of course it doesn't help any that i really don't have any other friends to hang out with and distract me from thinking about whether or not I have a guy in my life or not. I need to do something about that. but what...that is the great question.
So yesterday I found this little card on my car, outside our apartment and it said "Celebrate!" "William McGiurre" RSVP and a phone number. I was like who is william mcgiurre? Is it like the male version of Mary Kay or something. And then Jen and I were joking around about it and saying how it was some guy that has been admiring me from afar and just wanted to get me to come to his party or something. I tried calling the phone number several times today, but i just got the machine. It is a young guys voice and all it says is "message?" beep. So of course i did not leave a message. But i want to know what the deal is. it would be cool if it was a secret admirer. ha ha. yeah right.
so anyway, other than that. I think that I will go thrift store shopping tomorrow. that should make me happy before my doom of going in to work.

Song of the day...Sarah McLachlan(i can't remember how her last name is spelled) but anyway, that remember song.

okay, so i am writing in my blog. i know it has been a while. I've been busy. I was off this weekend and Jen and I, both being quite sick of San Antonio, decided to take a roadtrip to the beach at Corpus Christi. It was definitely refreshing to the mind and body to get away from here and of course the ocean always seems to have such a healing element to it. I was a little dissapointed in Corpus though. I guess I was just expecting it to be a little nicer. The weather was not super beach day weather either though so that could have had something to do with it.
Anyway, we are back in SA now, and it is gonna be back to the old routine. I don't work until tomorrow so I at least have this one more night off.
I have been realizing that I am seriously bored with my life and seriously need to find something to do that is going to keep me busy and interested. I think that I will look around and see what local healthcare opportunities there are where I could do some possibly less institutional nursing. I would like to do that I think. Though the fact that I don't speak spanish is probably something that would be a big barrier. Well, I am going to see what I can find anyway.
Must start searching so that means this blog comes to and end for the moment.