sleep flees from me. i read your journal entry about wanting to be an insomniac. i think it is definitely cool to be awake while everyone sleeps, but at the same time, to be unable to sleep when you really want to sucks. i have slept 4 hours. midnight till 4 am. and now i am wide awake. I don't have insomnia, its just my sleeping schedule is so mixed up. my poor body doesn't know when it needs to be awake and when asleep. Last night at this time it had to be awake, now tonight i want it to be asleep. how confused it must be. well at least i can make use of this time somehow. be productive. do things i want to with no interruptions. now... what should i do first?